*cries*

I...I just...don't know...



I'll close my mouth
and tape it shut
so that my words
no longer shred
and rip you into pieces.

Next I'll tie up my hands
to keep them from
raking down your skin,
etching in all I feel.

My eyes shall go next
so tears will not fall
and I can't mourn the loss
~ lost without you ~

Shackle my ankles
so I can't run,
can't escape the pain I feel,
the loss of you...

Then hang a noose around my heart
and squeeze the love from deep inside.
Burn it so it can't feel again
and leave behind a hollow shell
which will blend with all the ghosts of time.