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My heart just leapt into my throat, which wasn't fun at all. I know that when Mel said...
"Ebony
...I.
I....
Erica's...dead."

...that she wasn't really. I know that she was referring to how she was having her period and the lack of painkillers was making her feel like she was dying...but the initial shock made my entire system shut down and just stare at the screen...god that scared the fuck out of me...I knew she wasn't but for a split second...*shudders*...just for one small moment...God...I never want to hear those words...

*takes a deep breath and calms down* I miss her...