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I am one of the most juxtaposing people on this planet. I constantly contradict myself in the oddest ways. I am the Reaper and the Angel.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

...I..just...

...I hate myself so much...and God, dear GOD, I love her...

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Why...?

Why can't I do anything right?
Why do I hurt...?
Is this all I do?
...help me...

Why do tears sting my eyes?
Falling like acid upon my cheeks

Why is my heart twisting,
ripping into tiny pieces,
even as I sit here?

Why...?
Why am I crying? Why do I hurt?
...oh yes...that's right...

...because I hurt her...

1 comment:

  1. Please, spare me the dramatics, alright? Self pity sickens me, and that seems to be all you're about tonight.

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