*sigh*

Today is starting to suck.

First...I find out the person I care about more than anything else in this foresaken world is feeling rather dreadful {I hope she feels better} and then, while I was speaking to her, my internet decided to die...hahahahahahaha...and now, Mum has said I can only have more credit for my internet as long as I go for a walk down the street with Trinette to get it. Oh joy of bloody joys...I hate not being here for her, just in case she can't sleep. Ugh...I hate this kind of blackmail...

I suppose it's kind of lucky that she went to bed earlier than normal...I hope she can get some real sleep for once...I'm not ignoring her...I really want to talk to her *sighs* I hate this stupid internet crap - it was Mum's dumbest idea ever.

Siren, I'm sorry if you thought for a moment I was ignoring you. Trust me. I sent messages through but they kept getting sent back. Only when you emailed me that text and I couldn't get on the net {it kept directing me to the internet provider's page} did I realise what was wrong. I've come on the house computer momentarily to post this so you know what is going on, though I'm sure you're really upset. I am sorry for this and I will be on tomorrow. I just have to go down the street and get it myself. Grrrr...Mum can suck severely sometimes...I'll talk to you tomorrow.

I miss you...a lot and...rakastan sinua, always