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FUCK! IT'S NOT FAIR! WHY HER?! WHY?!

...why...? She's the most...wonderful, understanding...beautiful, sweet, kind, loving, adorable, gorgeous person I've ever met! She does NOT DESERVE THIS SHIT! WHY THE FUCK DOES THE WORLD HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING TWISTED AND WRONG?! WHY DO ALL THE WONDERFUL ANGELS ON THIS EARTH HAVE TO SUFFER AT THE DEMONS WHICH LURK AND DELIGHT IN DESTROYING EVERYTHING GOOD IN THIS WORLD?!

...why...? I'd give up every happiness I possess...everything I will ever get...I'd take all her pain upon myself if she could just be...free of this shit...free of him and her...and everyone else who had ever caused her such suffering and agony...I'd give up...so much...to give her everything she deserves and should still have...

...fuck...I just...don't understand...why her...?

...hasn't she suffered enough...?

"Have I suffered enough for one man's deed...?"